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Polo\u017eila jsem kabelku na zem, sundala boty, opatrn\u011b pov\u011bsila ko\u017eich na v\u011b\u0161\u00e1k \u2014 jako bych se s n\u00edm lou\u010dila \u2014 a teprve potom jsem se pod\u00edvala na syna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Marku, \u2014 \u0159ekla jsem ti\u0161e. \u2014 Pamatuje\u0161 si, kdy ses m\u011b naposledy zeptal, jak se m\u00e1m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zarazil se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Kdy ses naposledy zaj\u00edmal, jestli m\u011b bol\u00ed z\u00e1da po pr\u00e1ci? Jestli nejsem po\u0159\u00e1d unaven\u00e1? Jestli m\u00e1m s\u00edlu ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no vst\u00e1t? \u2014 pokra\u010dovala jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Mami, o co jde?.. \u2014 zamumlal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Jde o to, \u017ee pro v\u00e1s nejsem \u010dlov\u011bk, ale bankomat, \u2014 odpov\u011bd\u011bla jsem klidn\u011b. \u2014 Ne matka. Ne \u017eena. Jen zdroj pen\u011bz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Emma si odka\u0161lala a ode\u0161la do kuchyn\u011b. Z\u016fstali jsme sami.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Cel\u00fd \u017eivot jsem \u017eila pro v\u00e1s, \u2014 \u0159ekla jsem. \u2014 Od\u0159\u00edkala jsem si dovolen\u00e9, l\u00e9\u010den\u00ed, hezk\u00e9 oble\u010den\u00ed. Pamatuje\u0161, jak ses mi ve \u0161kole sm\u00e1l kv\u016fli star\u00e9mu kab\u00e1tu? \u0158ekla jsem, \u017ee mi to nevad\u00ed. Ale bolelo m\u011b to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sklopil o\u010di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Pracovala jsem bez nemocensk\u00e9, bez volna, s hore\u010dkou. Proto\u017ee \u201esyn pot\u0159ebuje pomoct\u201c. Proto\u017ee \u201ed\u011bti maj\u00ed t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 obdob\u00ed\u201c. Vy ho m\u00e1te po\u0159\u00e1d. J\u00e1 nikdy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hlas se mi zlomil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Kdy\u017e zem\u0159el tv\u016fj otec, z\u016fstala jsem na v\u0161echno sama. P\u0159\u00edsahala jsem si, \u017ee v\u00e1m nic nebude chyb\u011bt. Ale netu\u0161ila jsem, \u017ee za\u010dnu chyb\u011bt sama sob\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Set\u0159ela jsem slzu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"\"<\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Ten ko\u017eich nen\u00ed o luxusu, \u2014 \u0159ekla jsem. \u2014 Je o tom, \u017ee jsem si poprv\u00e9 vybrala sebe. Ve dvaapades\u00e1ti letech.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Ale jsme p\u0159ece rodina\u2026 \u2014 za\u0161eptal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Rodina znamen\u00e1 oporu na ob\u011b strany, \u2014 odpov\u011bd\u011bla jsem. \u2014 Ne jen povinnost matky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sedl si a zakryl si obli\u010dej.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Nev\u011bd\u011bl jsem, \u017ee ti je tak t\u011b\u017eko\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Proto\u017ee jsem si nikdy nest\u011b\u017eovala, \u2014 \u0159ekla jsem. \u2014 Usm\u00edvala jsem se. A vy jste si zvykli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ten ve\u010der jsme skoro nejedli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za p\u00e1r dn\u00ed mi zavolal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00e1la jsem se to vz\u00edt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Mami\u2026 cht\u011bl jsem se omluvit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ml\u010dela jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 S Emmou jsme si promluvili. M\u00e1\u0161 pravdu. P\u0159ehnali jsme to. Najdeme \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed sami.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u00edtila jsem \u00falevu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uplynul m\u011bs\u00edc. Pak dal\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u017e necht\u011bl pen\u00edze. Volal jen tak. P\u0159ij\u00ed\u017ed\u011bl \u010dast\u011bji. Vozil n\u00e1kup. Jednou mi zaplatil vy\u0161et\u0159en\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Zm\u011bnila ses, \u2014 \u0159ekl jednou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 K hor\u0161\u00edmu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Ne. K lep\u0161\u00edmu. Jsi \u017eiv\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za\u010dala jsem \u017e\u00edt znovu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Chod\u00edm plavat. Kupuji si hezk\u00e9 v\u011bci. Byla jsem v l\u00e1zn\u00edch. Dop\u0159eju si k\u00e1vu bez v\u00fd\u010ditek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A d\u011bti m\u011b neopustily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za\u010daly si m\u011b v\u00e1\u017eit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e1ska nen\u00ed ob\u011b\u0165.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u00e1ska je respekt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je mi 52.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A u\u017e nejsem \u201epohodln\u00e1\u201c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jsem sama sebou.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Polo\u017eila jsem kabelku na zem, sundala boty, opatrn\u011b pov\u011bsila ko\u017eich na v\u011b\u0161\u00e1k \u2014 jako bych se s n\u00edm lou\u010dila \u2014 a teprve potom \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5251,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,1,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5250","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-footto","category-uncategorised","category-video"],"yoast_head":"\nA u\u017e jsem to nevydr\u017eela. -<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"http:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/?p=5250\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"ru_RU\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta 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