{"id":6490,"date":"2026-04-09T12:48:40","date_gmt":"2026-04-09T11:48:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/?p=6490"},"modified":"2026-04-09T12:48:40","modified_gmt":"2026-04-09T11:48:40","slug":"a-podival-jsem-se-na-vsechny-ve-vzduchu-stale-visel-ten-samy-posmech-neprijemny-tizivy-jako-ozvena-slov-ktera-uz-nejde-vzit-zpet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/?p=6490","title":{"rendered":"A pod\u00edval jsem se na v\u0161echny. Ve vzduchu st\u00e1le visel ten sam\u00fd posm\u011bch \u2014 nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00fd, t\u00ed\u017eiv\u00fd, jako ozv\u011bna slov, kter\u00e1 u\u017e nejde vz\u00edt zp\u011bt."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed si \u0161eptali, jin\u00ed se je\u0161t\u011b ti\u0161e sm\u00e1li, jako by \u010dekali dal\u0161\u00ed z\u00e1bavu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale j\u00e1 u\u017e necht\u011bl ml\u010det.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pevn\u011b jsem sev\u0159el mikrofon. Srdce mi bu\u0161ilo tak siln\u011b, a\u017e jsem m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee ho sly\u0161\u00ed cel\u00fd s\u00e1l. P\u0159esto m\u016fj hlas zn\u011bl klidn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 V\u00edte\u2026 \u2014 za\u010dal jsem a v tu chv\u00edli se rozhostilo ticho. \u2014 Sm\u011bjete se j\u00ed. \u017den\u011b, kterou jste se ani nepokusili poznat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u011bkolik lid\u00ed sklopilo o\u010di. Jin\u00ed se na m\u011b d\u00edvali tvrd\u011b, skoro vzdorovit\u011b. Ale j\u00e1 u\u017e nevid\u011bl jednotliv\u00e9 tv\u00e1\u0159e. Mluvil jsem pravdu, kterou jsem v sob\u011b nosil cel\u00e9 roky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Vid\u00edte v n\u00ed ukl\u00edze\u010dku. Kbel\u00edk. Hadry. Star\u00e9 \u0161aty. Ale v\u016fbec netu\u0161\u00edte, k\u00fdm ve skute\u010dnosti je.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na okam\u017eik jsem se odml\u010del.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Kdy\u017e mi bylo jen p\u00e1r m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f, moje maminka zem\u0159ela. Zmizela z m\u00e9ho \u017eivota a z\u016fstaly po n\u00ed jen vzpom\u00ednky. A otce\u2026 toho jsem nikdy nepoznal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edval jsem se na babi\u010dku. St\u00e1la stranou, nejist\u00e1, jako by tam ani nepat\u0159ila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 A tehdy\u2026 \u2014 hlas se mi lehce zachv\u011bl \u2014 tehdy se tahle \u017eena rozhodla, \u017ee nez\u016fstanu s\u00e1m. Vzala na sebe \u00fapln\u011b v\u0161echno.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V s\u00e1le bylo hrobov\u00e9 ticho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Pracovala do vy\u010derp\u00e1n\u00ed. Ukl\u00edzela t\u0159\u00eddy, myla podlahy, odn\u00e1\u0161ela odpadky\u2026 a to v\u0161echno po noc\u00edch, kdy nespala, proto\u017ee jsem byl nemocn\u00fd. Nekupovala si nov\u00e9 v\u011bci, proto\u017ee j\u00e1 pot\u0159eboval u\u010debnice. N\u011bkdy sama nejedla, jen abych j\u00e1 m\u011bl dost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ud\u011blal jsem krok vp\u0159ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u2014 Vid\u011bli jste n\u011bkdy \u010dlov\u011bka usnout vsed\u011b, proto\u017ee u\u017e nem\u00e1 s\u00edlu doj\u00edt do postele? J\u00e1 ano. Ka\u017ed\u00fd den.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u011bkomu v zadn\u00ed \u0159ad\u011b se zlomil hlas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Sm\u011bjete se jej\u00edm ruk\u00e1m? \u2014 zvedl jsem dla\u0148. \u2014 Tyhle ruce m\u011b dr\u017eely, kdy\u017e jsem se b\u00e1l. U\u010dily m\u011b ps\u00e1t. Tleskaly mi na ka\u017ed\u00e9m vystoupen\u00ed\u2026 i kdy\u017e jsem nebyl nejlep\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zhluboka jsem se nadechl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Pro v\u00e1s je to ukl\u00edze\u010dka. Pro m\u011b\u2026 je to cel\u00fd m\u016fj sv\u011bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ticho bylo t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 ohlu\u0161uj\u00edc\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Vy jste sem p\u0159i\u0161li s t\u011bmi, kter\u00e9 jste si vybrali. S t\u011bmi, kte\u0159\u00ed vedle v\u00e1s dob\u0159e vypadaj\u00ed na fotk\u00e1ch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edval jsem se na babi\u010dku a poprv\u00e9 jsem se usm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 J\u00e1 jsem p\u0159i\u0161el s \u010dlov\u011bkem, kter\u00fd si vybral m\u011b\u2026 ve chv\u00edli, kdy jsem nem\u011bl nikoho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Spustil jsem mikrofon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A najednou \u2014 nejd\u0159\u00edv nesm\u011ble \u2014 n\u011bkdo za\u010dal tleskat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jedno tlesknut\u00ed. Druh\u00e9. T\u0159et\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u011bhem p\u00e1r vte\u0159in u\u017e st\u00e1l cel\u00fd s\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Potlesk s\u00edlil, byl hlasit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, opravdov\u00fd. Ti, kte\u0159\u00ed se je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed sm\u00e1li, te\u010f nedok\u00e1zali zvednout o\u010di. N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed plakali.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159i\u0161el jsem k babi\u010dce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

St\u00e1la tam a zakr\u00fdvala si tv\u00e1\u0159 rukama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014 Zatan\u010d\u00edme si? \u2014 zeptal jsem se ti\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159ik\u00fdvla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hudba znovu zazn\u011bla. Ale te\u010f u\u017e bylo v\u0161echno jinak. Nikdo se nesm\u00e1l. Nikdo ne\u0161eptal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pomalu jsme se pohybovali po parketu a j\u00e1 c\u00edtil, \u017ee jej\u00ed ruka u\u017e se net\u0159ese.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ten ve\u010der se opravdu v\u0161echno zm\u011bnilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne proto, \u017ee bych \u0159ekl n\u011bco v\u00fdjime\u010dn\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale proto, \u017ee jsem po tolika letech kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159estal ml\u010det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed si \u0161eptali, jin\u00ed se je\u0161t\u011b ti\u0161e sm\u00e1li, jako by \u010dekali dal\u0161\u00ed z\u00e1bavu. Ale j\u00e1 u\u017e necht\u011bl ml\u010det. Pevn\u011b jsem sev\u0159el mikrofon. Srdce \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6491,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,1,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-footto","category-uncategorised","category-video"],"views":232,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6490","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6490"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6490\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6492,"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6490\/revisions\/6492"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6491"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/chch.arminfonews.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}